My heart goes out to you - it is so very painful to lose such a great friend, sadly some people just don't have any idea s to the pain we go through when we lose a beloved companion - I have been there before and I know the terrible grief that ensues - at least console yourself with the fact that he was and always will be yours - nobody can ever take that from you - in time your memories will be of the happy times you shared - he is in your heart forever.
Bless you!
Suzie
Bless you!
Suzie