Tanichca
Sparkle Magnet
I need to talk about this, because I'm already starting to lash out and lose control over my emotions.
I've been best friends with a guy (yes, for those that know him, its Gabe) for about a year, and even though there has been some romance creeping in, we both decided not to let that take over our friendship. We have been trying really hard to keep it at just friends, even when it made one of us miserable. We barely talk, what with us going to different schools, except for 20 minutes on the phone or email before bed about twice a week. Well, our parents have both been getting disturbed, and then yesterday night they finally snapped, I suppose.In the car on the way back from teen group, his mom made sure we sat as far away from each other as possible, which ended up with him in middle of all the other people... and me, in my own seat row, all alone, and completely ignored by everyone. That hurt, of course, but then i got told by my mom today that his mom doesn't want us around each other, because she thinks we spend too much time together... that 40 minute car ride was the first time i would get to talk to him face-to-face in two weeks, without homework or bedtime getting in the way! And then mom said that we should be getting other friends, and that she would be keeping us away from each other for a long while. I've been crying all morning, because I dont want to lose my best friend! H means so much to me, almost like an older brother in so many ways, I can talk to him about anything, he always cheers me up when I'm sad... and now its going to end! I've had my heart broken before, but this is the worst... also because mom doesnt care how Im feeling. She wouldnt even let me cry because she thinks that its just drama, and she thinks that schoolwork is more important than the fact that I'm really in pain right now.
And I dont know how to tell this guy that we cant be friends anymore, because he will be crushed as well!
Oh, what do I do????
I've been best friends with a guy (yes, for those that know him, its Gabe) for about a year, and even though there has been some romance creeping in, we both decided not to let that take over our friendship. We have been trying really hard to keep it at just friends, even when it made one of us miserable. We barely talk, what with us going to different schools, except for 20 minutes on the phone or email before bed about twice a week. Well, our parents have both been getting disturbed, and then yesterday night they finally snapped, I suppose.In the car on the way back from teen group, his mom made sure we sat as far away from each other as possible, which ended up with him in middle of all the other people... and me, in my own seat row, all alone, and completely ignored by everyone. That hurt, of course, but then i got told by my mom today that his mom doesn't want us around each other, because she thinks we spend too much time together... that 40 minute car ride was the first time i would get to talk to him face-to-face in two weeks, without homework or bedtime getting in the way! And then mom said that we should be getting other friends, and that she would be keeping us away from each other for a long while. I've been crying all morning, because I dont want to lose my best friend! H means so much to me, almost like an older brother in so many ways, I can talk to him about anything, he always cheers me up when I'm sad... and now its going to end! I've had my heart broken before, but this is the worst... also because mom doesnt care how Im feeling. She wouldnt even let me cry because she thinks that its just drama, and she thinks that schoolwork is more important than the fact that I'm really in pain right now.
And I dont know how to tell this guy that we cant be friends anymore, because he will be crushed as well!
