He's old, don't hate him now!
Thanks and yeah I know which is why I'm trying not to hate him/be mad but he's like never had any rules. Every rule I tried to impose was "mean." But he wasn't even truly bad today. Didn't steal the recycling or garbage or anything at least lol but I'm just annoyed because I went through literally 7 glasses today (usually I have two glasses at once so not quite 7 separate times but still and one he didn't drink from but got spit in from the other one) and all I wanted to do was watch TV not refill my water glasses 50 times. Then he stole my chocolate non pareils and is aggressive so couldn't get them back. Did manage to spill water on him and and startle him into tipping the container and dropping 6 so he ate 6 less but still. Tossed a cracker and his back was turned so I probably could have grabbed the container then but I was afraid he would turn back. So he ate them. Thankfully I've also been eating a bunch lol so it wasn't a full container but still a lot. My fault for leaving it within reach and with lid off (spit on lid) but every other time I left, he didn't touch it. Literally the second I left he came in from the hall and took them. Then I let him out and he barked which isn't that bad but still and then he went in the wood slike 10 or 20 feet. He goes up to poop and doesn't like stepping on it so comes back a different way and gets caught on trees. Which also isn't his fault. It's my dad's for making the rope a mile long but still frustrating having to hack through baby pines and get to him. We really need to fence the yard and/or cut down all the baby pines. I also unclipped the rope from the other one and slipped it over a deck post. Still plenty long. Still too long even. Also before the woods he got caught on a table and chairs which should not be in the middle of the yard anyway. But anyway, dad also likes to clip ropes to other ropes. HE DOES NOT NEED IT 20 MILES LONG.
Anyway, none of that is really Gator's fault but all I wanted to do was watch TV.
But I showered and feel better now. And I came down and saw this



Also this is from last week. He loves his teddy. I can't be mad at him looking at how cute this is. And I played with him tonight, he hasn't wanted to play in a while. So that was cute. And him curled up sleeping now. But the lack of rules and respect for our stuff vs. his is frustrating. Everything is his.



Hi, yes, I’m home and alive. Sorry for worrying everyone so much. I don’t think I will be on here very much... there is a lot of life changes going on and things to work through in our lives.
Love y’all.
