Oh Sheila.... I am so sorry. Thank goodness she had you and I fully agree she was hanging on for you. I am very sorry for you loss, and know the frustration of trying to save something and then have them die anyway. It can be very disheartening. It makes you question yourself and the reasons you put yourself out there... But do not second guess yourself, you did the best you could, certainly 300% more than many would have.
Give your son a hug for me too and tell him to remember you all did all you could, it was miraculous that she lasted so long with such a raging infection.
You deserve the Chick mom of the year for your care and compassion... You inspired many of us, with your selfless care and kindness.
I am so sorry for your loss.... But she is at peace, no more pain, no more anguish. Her soul is free. Rest and take care of yourself now... you have earned it!
I bet that was one amazed vet...You probably kept her alive better than he he could have....because you did it with love.
{{Warm hugs}}
Nancy