So sorry to hear that you lost Honey in such a horrible way. We put so much into caring for them the best we can, and the shock of losing them is so hard. I've cared for animals all my life, and loosing them suddenly is still a bitter pill. It doesn't seem to matter if it is a cat, dog, bird or what ever we become attached to. Just keep the happy memories of her in your heart & share them with family & friends. It's a way of keeping her sweet spirit around you.