I also, for most of my life, felt the same way.
I always want to grow in my faith and serve, but something I’m realizing is that fellowship and relationships with other believers are key to the Christian life, and it’s one of the many ways I can serve and love God’s people.
Scripture is so clear about the importance of being with other believers. Just last night, we were talking about sacrificially loving each other. It doesn't use those specific words in our English text, but if you look at the Greek words, it uses "agape"
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Looking at verse 16 in that copy of the New Testament, it uses the word “άγάπην”, which translates to “ágápin” (which also translates to agape)
Agape basically means the same thing as Jesus' sacrifice for us.
So... we are called by God to love each other, even if that means sacrificing time or comfort or whatever may be holding you back from loving like Jesus loved. In 1 John 3:16, says:
"By this we know love, that he laid down his life for us, and we ought to lay down our lives for the brothers." "He" is Christ, and "brothers" refers to other Christians (and also refers to both brothers and sisters). And Jesus "laid down his life" in so many other ways than his crucifixion.
But it is
super hard! I think the best thing is to pray to our Heavenly Father, and ask Him to put the desire to be around His people and love His people in our hearts.
To love others, we must interact with them. The Bible points us to the world, where God's most precious creations are - other people.
"love one another" appear numerous times in the New Testament, as does other phrases with "one another" that refer to it. The Greek word, “άλλήλων” appears over 100 times in the New Testament.