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I don’t understand it. This is the third time I’ve tried making this recipe this week, and every time I make it, the bread splits. It just doesn’t look good, to me at least.
I’m going to open up a little bit. I may get emotional, so don’t be too hard on me.
In my mind, if it doesn’t look good to the eye, it won’t taste as good to the mouth. My grandfather taught me this, rather harshly, when I tried to cook for him once.
He criticize me so badly and so harshly it took me several years to be able to cook again, because it was so traumatic when I put so much work into a dish (in this case, it was clam chowder,) and my grandpa completely rejected it and told me everything I did wrong. He did this very harshly. He wouldn’t even eat it, even though I made it with love and it took me two hours to make.
This is why I seek perfection and making meals look good. I don’t want people to snap at me again for my mistakes.
Its completely trauma related.
Anyway, what can I do to make sure my bread doesn’t split again? I need to do better.