I can relate to so many of you! I like the bit about morals and choosing the right things to do because you want to, not because you feel you have to. I was raised Catholic, even had an aunt who was a nun. I don't ever remember attending church. I dated a guy in high school who convinced me to become born again. That lasted as long as we dated because, well I guess I was young and impressionable. I was married to a protestant for 17 years and we attended church occasionally, especially after he was diagnosed with cancer. Although when he was cured and feeling better Sundays were more for his religious dirt biking...
My Mom "strayed" away from Catholicism for a long time, but now is back in full force church mode. Thankfully she does not force it down my throat (too often). My current husband is an atheist, but we live in the Bible Belt and he is keenly aware of his "offensive (to some, not me) views" and does not create controversy for controversy sake. When we have my folks over I make sure my Mom has time to say grace before dinner and we just quietly bow our heads.
I guess I don't know what I believe. I catch myself saying prayers sometimes in difficult situations or just thanking someone for getting out of a difficult situation. I love nature and animals and people. I feel most at peace when, like one person said, I am riding a horse out in nature with my daughter and when scuba diving. I often tease and say that under the ocean is my church. When I dive there is no one telling me what to do, I can hear my own breathing, I am with nature and I am pretty sure those fish aren't judging me! I love babies because I believe they are one of the purest beings on the planet. They have no "sin", they don't judge, they just want to be held and loved. Shouldn't we all be more like that??
I like a lot of the Native American teachings such as the spirit world. Everyone that has come before us was here to teach us and their spirit is guiding us. I try to live, like others have said, the Golden Rule.
Well keep posting and glad to share with you all.