Hello All. I thought I would chime in here with my two cents for myself I suppose more than anyone else. I am the son of Church of Christ preacher and the entire family is very religious and very into the church scene. I am at odds with them and my own upbringing over the church because I no longer go(went at least 3 times a week for over 20 years). They believe I am a failure because of my lack of faith. Faith is the crux of my issue, I just dont have it to be a believer like they are and would like me to be. I do envy people who have such undying faith in something greater, whether they are christian, jewish, muslim or hindu. For lack of a better explanation I just dont seem to have that gene for unquestionable faith. I dont belittle anyone who has such faith, I am very happy for them that they can find that joy in their life.
I love studying religions whether be animistic or the history of buddhism, I am a fascinated by the concepts. My recent point of attention has been the Aztec religion. Such an advanced society in so many ways but yet so barbaric in their religious customs.
As for Christianity I dont subscribe to the beliefs and more like mantras of alot of organized religions. I have read the bible numerous times, I love reading it. But I feel like its true meaning and what Jesus and his disciples stood for has been bastardized by organizations like the Catholic church and the numerous other denominations of Christianity.
I do agree with alot of the posters in their summation of so much pain and suffering has been caused throughout history because of religions fighting each other and in the name of religion. The Spanish alone did unspeakable things in the name of the church. You can say the same for the Aryans and the thousands of years of oppression put upon Hindus by their caste system. But I dont deny that true believers have obtained much satisfaction and done many great things in the name of charity or compassion. My father in law is a pastor also and he does great things for people all around the world trying to stem the tide of hunger for many who need.
Anyways, looks as though I have rambled on enough for one evening. Hopefully I was on topic to a certain extent haha.
Have a great evening everyone.