My thoughts and prayers are with you. I understand the feeling of loss. My Mom passed just over a year ago, after a year of being in bed, unable to do a anything. I still want to call her when major things happen in my life. If you feel the need to talk just PM me
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So far I haven't had much chance to think about it. My son is just about a year old and is at the cruising stage and falling down everywhere. He has kept me busy to the point that I pulled or tore a muscle picking him up so much. He is a hefty 30lbs.
I know at some point I'll get thinking about it but I got to remember to keep the happy memories in my head. I am thankful he went pretty quick and easy after finding out he had cancer that couldn't be cured. I've seen some people have to suffer for a long time till they finally went. He was still able to get around my sister's house pretty good till the last two weeks. Because of the toxins he was a bit loopy the last few days which probably helped kept his mind off of things which is better.