Ah, your story is similar to mine ... but different. Raised Catholic. At age 13, a grandmother came to stay with us a while. A Baptist, she shared my room. She left her Bible lying out. I sneaked a peek; we had no Bibles in the house. I soon realized that this book taught things different from what the church taught. I asked the school priest about it and he basically told me not to worry my pretty little head about it, the church would do my thinking for me. Well then, I thought, why did I have a brain? At that point I began to lose confidence, not in God, but in the Pope and the church. So began my search for a church that taught the Bible.