but be thankfull that you had him around for chritsmas and new years and always remember he is in a better place free of pain and suffereing. smile and celebrate his life (i know its hard) and share stories of him to your kids and grandkids also pics
i lost one of my grandmothers a few years back right before thanksgiving and since then that day has never been the same.
i remember one time when i was out by the peacan tree picking off the not ripe peacans yet and i got in so much trouble for it lol she also made one of the best tasting hams every thanksgiving and christmas i have ever had and there has never been a ham since she passed that has tasted that good.