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It does my heart good to know I have comforted you in any way. When I say "rage" its not the rage you think of with anger. but im not sure of the word I need. Missing someone is selfish. your right but not selfish like. "I want a new car" selfish. Ofcourse they don't miss us. BUT we do miss them and want them back. She is lost....but not gone. Does that make any sense? You will never stop missing her. Don't even try. You don't get over it. NEVER. But you will move on. It takes time and let yourself have that time. don't rush it. Someday it will be a bitter sweet pain. A pain you hold on to instead of one you want gone. Your welcome for anything I have said or done in your time of pain. Glad any words from an old Cherokee could help lol.Thank you...I needed that...its strange how we've never met but you've been a source of comfort to me during this time...I know our beliefs are different but yet similar...
I do not rage at her passing ...death is just as natural as birth...she was a very special lady...never had anything bad to say about anyone...ever...she was as ruthless as a rose petal...my heart is split...I rejoice that she is with those who went before...but my heart is heavy because I'm selfish...I miss her and want her back....I keep telling myself...how can I lose her when I know where's she's at..
I break down all the time..its like a crappy dream that I want to wake up from...thank you for your kind words