I know what you mean . I'll a control freak have to be in control at all times.I get a little crazy on some meds . most of the time they go unused . but what your going through is no fun.Actually, I don't care for the meds, but have to have them when the pain kicks in. It only hurts when it moves. Been pretty ok most of the time, but about twice a day for a few hours it's rough

