MERCY KILL...
WARNING -- Graphic details follow!
Well, my averages have been good so far, considering this is my first year with chickens.
I watched one chicken die slowly at the hands of the other birds. I paid the price knowing he was suffering for several days as the others pecked him to death. That was a lesson learned, I told myself I wouldn't let it happen again, and I didn't.
For the last several days, I noticed one of my CornishX's was not doing very well. The others would run away when I came in to stir up the bedding, but one didn't. I pushed the bedding right over his head and he was buried in wood chips. I had to pick him up out of it.
Just this evening, I went in to feed and water and I noticed he was not able to walk. I tried to scare him up, but he just sat there on his butt, legs out and trying to fly off his ass onto his feet. No luck.
I am new to chickens and don't know much about them, but I do know when something is dying. I've seen it too many times already through friends, relatives, and pets. This poor chicken's goose was cooked.
He was less than half the size of the others, I watched him get trampled on, pecked at, and huddle in the corner.
I didn't want to do it but I did. If I didn't the other birds would, and a slow death is a million times worse than a quick one.
I've never killed anything intentionally before, so this was my first.
I picked him up by the body, grabbed his neck, and spun him around until his head fell off. He fell to the ground bleeding and kicking just like the folklore says. It was moving to me, and not in a good way.
I know in just a couple of weeks I will be processing these birds, but there is something sad about watching something die slowly and being left with the task of taking it out of its mercy.
I threw its body in the bed of the truck and drove it down to the woodpile as I did with the other bird, threw it in and left it for the coyotes. The least I can do for mother nature.
I apologize if I sound like a big wimp, but I am and that's God's honest truth. Perhaps one day I'll understand that things happen at no particular fault of you own, and yet you are left with the difficult task of of cleaning up the mess.
I'm a little bumbed, but I know it is part of Mother Nature's plan. I just hate to think that a living thing died in vein, possibly because I did something wrong.
Anyway, on a much lighter note, the chicken door works great and the chickens are doing great. When I got my 14 month laying hens, the others looked like chicks, but now, the laying hens look like chicks. It will be pretty awesome to have some homemade chicken noodle soup. The next week I am going to acquire some good butchering gear including a scalder and plucker. Hopefully D day will be easy on me and the wife. I don't think we are going to butcher all of them, I am going to go through and select a few hens and a rooster to keep and the rest go in the freezer.
Wish me luck on my first run of fryer birds.
Cheers,
bnjmik