He called again tonight and left a voicemail so I reported it to the police. Sent them screenshots and the downloaded voicemail. So yeah.

Then I found out shortly after making the above post, that one of my good friends has passed away. So WTH!?

It just is not getting better. It’s getting worse. 😭💔😡
Oh noo, I am so sorry. I know how it can be sometimes - when it rains it pours! That is similar to how my 2025 started out. Things are just now getting better for me..they will get better for you!!
 
Oh noo, I am so sorry. I know how it can be sometimes - when it rains it pours! That is similar to how my 2025 started out. Things are just now getting better for me..they will get better for you!!
Thank you!!!!!!!! And :hugs
 
Good to hear, that's a win! Though it seems a little short...do you have to do this every year?
Thank you!!!!!! And yes, I believe so. I don’t think they do them longer than a year because a lot can change in that time.
 
Had to wait like almost 2 hours in court today (Friday) before my turn BUT!!!!!!! The judge extended the order for a year which is great and amazing but…

I also found the other night (Wednesday) that my friend had passed which is so NOT great and amazing…

And I just…

IDK.

Honestly, this all just feels like a bad dream. A nightmare. That I will wake up from soon.

Except…

It’s reality. It’s my life.

And I keep wanting to text her but I can’t because she’s not here anymore…

I have so much I need to tell her and I can’t. 😭💔

I still feel like I’m in a dream. A bad one. And I keep hoping I will wake up soon.

My body also just tried to cry a bit ago and I was like heck no, I can’t cry, and put that to a halt immediately LOL

It’s still trying to cry… we’re not crying. We’re not doing this. NO.

And sorry, I know I’ve said some of this already, but it just all made more sense together rather than isolated.

But yeah… we’re not crying. Not happening.
 
I'm sorry it's been such a rough ride lately. We're all meant to have our struggles, but I agree that sometimes it feels like it's just too much and it's hard to see the other side. :hugs

I know it can be obnoxious to give advice at a time like this, but I have to mention that journaling has really helped me when nothing else did. It at least gives a place where I can vent and (digitally) scream without judgement.

I'm so sorry about your friend.
 

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