Diary of an x fat cow part 2 - Diary of a chubby chicken!!!!!

[oesdog]

IF you came over I would give you loads of things to do!
DH is really ill and I am just happy that he makes anything for me at all. I had to take him to the pain clinic this morning at the hospital and he was in so much agony that they ran and got a porter to wheel him in a weelchair so he didnt; have to walk anymore. I appreciate your yelling but you may get high blood pressure before DH makes me tea or a salad in this cold weather.
I am still struggling with the neck pain and yes I have put a heat pad on it. My arm leg and hip are also in agony today but hubby is worse and his spine has apparently deteriorated too since we were last at the consultant. We are like a pair of old folk!!!! The specialist doesn;t think hubby will get much better and said it was something he would need to try to manage so hopefully that will help as the consultant is running a group with patients who have Fibro - So we are both going! How sad is that!!!!!!

Despite the neck and hip and hand today I have had to do the driving - or we would not go anywhere. I did get a coffee and croissant for breakfast on the run.
Sorry - it was all that was on the menu other than fried stuff.

Oes

 

[bluesub]

If I wasn't on the other side of the ocean, I would come and do some of your chores for the day (I don't think I could do all of them - you have a lot of people dependent on you...).

Sorry that the both of you are in so much pain. It seems like DH is trying to be sweet and nice and bake you yummy things, but if he can bake tarts and bread, he could make you a cup of tea... you just need to remind him (maybe early in the morning) that you are trying to switch to tea (maybe if you said if was for the antioxidants?).

Hang in there - that breakfast is not too bad if you had to buy it...

 

[oesdog]

I did have to buy it. - Hospital today so had to leave in a big rush as had to get our disabled boy up and showered etc and to day care.
Then organise DH. Dh doesn;t bake very often these days so I am just glad when he is up to it. He can;t manage the trays as his hand gives way and he drops things and burns himself. I have to be in there to help a lot and he just loves to make "nice things". I don;t mind as long as there are not many of them. Remember the lovely cakes etc he was making last year. I am sad he has deteriorated but nothing can be done. I guess if he wasn;t here I would miss those so best make the most of it hay!

Oes

 

[oesdog]

21st November
Day 21

weight 9.11 lbs

Breakfast
1) cup of Coffee white no sugar.
croissant

Exercise?
Walk

Mid morning snack
Banana

Lunchtime
Beef and cheese bap
Fruit flavoured water.

Mid afternoon snack
none

Dinner
Spaggettii Bolognaise.
Fruit flavoured water.

Exercise
none

Supper
none

How I feel
Glad for the bit of progress on the weight but feel it is far too slow and nothing feels much different. I don;t think I look much thinner?

 

[oesdog]

22nd November
Day 22


Weight 9 stone 11 lbs.



Breakfast
1) cup of Coffee white no sugar.
Banana

Exercise?
Walk

Mid morning snack
none

Lunchtime
Beef sausage roll
2) coffee white no sugar

Mid afternoon snack
none

Dinner
Bacon, boiled potato and beans
Cornflower milk pudding
Fruit flavoured water.

Exercise
none

Supper
none

How I feel
I still feel very sore so have not done much exercise at all which is quite sad really because I want to tone up more but I can;t right now. I can hardly move my head round! It is very frustrating!

 

[bluesub]

Sorry I haven't been around to keep my eye on you - I've been traveling... but now I'm back... so you better be eating protein and fruits and vegetables!!!

 

[oesdog]

No - Um Errr - Chinese , chicken wrap and chips?
Ohhh yeah and I GOT A PUPPY!!

Oes

 

[bluesub]

Sorry, I still have to yell at you, cute fluffy furball or not... How's the coffee intake doing? Still at two cups a day?

 

[oesdog]

I really do appreciate the reminders to keep on track but that is hard when you don;t get to choose your own meals. Friday night we usually have something nice and so DH decided he wanted a chinese because we had been busy getting stuff sorted out for puppy. Then of course it was all go on Saterday to get him because we had to drive miles. It was a good day trip. So that is how I ended up getting the wrap which I thought was the lesser evil only to find put it was smothered in Mayo! I kind of thought it would be ok because it had salad in it but it lay heavey and I knew it was wrong on top of the chinese which was still sitting on my ribs making its way down to my thighs! We didn;t get home till really late and we had Danny in the car with us so it was a case of grap a chip - I would have settled for an egg at that stage but DH was insistant I had "something to eat" only his choices all seem to be very high Carb! I would have just thown something together at home but he wanted to stop at the chippy to "save be the bother"! So I only took a small handfull and gave the rest to Danny. Sadly I made an egg for Dan but did;t get to eat one myself as after everything else and then the chips which were kind of forced on me! I couldn;t face the egg! To be honest I feel sick and I also feel the fat cells swelling!!!! I told DH firmly that his choices were wrong and making me ill and I didn;t want all the high carbs anymore.

Oes - Pup is

Will post pics soon.

 

[oesdog]

23rd November
Day 23


Weight 9 stone 10 lbs.



Breakfast
1) cup of Coffee white no sugar.
Yogurt, dates and syrup.

Exercise?
Walk

Mid morning snack
none

Lunchtime
2) coffee white no sugar
Beef sausage roll

Mid afternoon snack
none

Dinner
Fish, peas and mash? ( Only joking!!!! NO Really had a massive chinese!!!!!!)
Ice cream
Glass of wine.

Exercise
none

Supper
Fruit flavoured water.

How I feel
Wish I was thinner!