Dixie Chicks

[Ravynscroft]

I put time in lockdown on the beginning of day 19. I've left them in the turner longer than that by mistake but they hatched OK anyway.

I have 1 ohiki out of 3 eggs for tomorrow. 1 is peeping and the other one (first of the year on the ohiki) was fully absorbed and failed to hatch. it was black too!

Awwww!!!!

Ok, so I put them in on Wed night, late... so lockdown late Mon night, right?

 

[Ravynscroft]

I just imagine title like those blinds you just pull and they roll themselves up and flip around a few times...ouch

And that was a painful visual...

 

[perchie.girl]

Quote:
I have very odd hours. I didnt get my nap today... sigh so I just got up... This week I am crashing. sleeping alot.

Normally I get up around 9:30 am putter around the house a bit my son gets up around 10 ish we both to out to get coffee and grandmas Lunch She gets a bath if she wants one and I got back to bed for my nap at about 3 and sleep two hours get up do dinner and clean up then back to bed at about 3 am where I sleep with a baby monitor on to hear if grandma has issues... I am up and down during the night sometimes back on line but mostly doing stupid puzzles and window shopping on craigslist. Back to bed around 5 or 6....

Thats days I dont have to take anyone to the store or the doctor or have to go to the store my self . this week I am taking mom to the Dentist on Monday Grandma to have needles poked in her eye for her once every six weeks treatment for Macular Degeneration... After that she needs eye drops every so often for a couple of days and I HAVE to convince her to take some tylenol... Oh and this week I have to go to Moms house to figure out why she cant load paper in her printer....

I was told today mom has an appointment this week to see her Oncologist.... but no one has told me what day... I have to get it out of her tomorrow.

My days are filled as babysitter, Choeffeur... Sons been going through multiple melt downs so been trying to support him too... Anxiety disorder... I finally talked him into seeing a psycholoigist...

I think for mothers day I would just like a day by myself...maby two... I need to take salt lick up to my horse.... I bought two one with selenium one without I want to drop both in her extra feeder to see which one disappears the quickest. They are fifty pounds each... I used to be able to carry one but not any more... I have to figure out how to get it from the back end of the truck into her corral....

If I do that I will be physically incapable of driving home... Good exuse to spend the night.... No TV No PHones No internet VEry very marginal Cell... the only radio I get there is Mexico... Oh and Las Vegas..... sigh Heaven.

deb

 

[minihorse927]

Awwww!!!!

Ok, so I put them in on Wed night, late... so lockdown late Mon night, right?

Monday morning.

 

[Ravynscroft]

Monday morning.

Thanks, brain just fell out...

 

[minihorse927]

I have very odd hours.  I didnt get my nap today... sigh so I just got up... This week I am crashing.  sleeping alot. 

 
Normally I get up around 9:30 am  putter around the house a bit my son gets up around 10 ish  we both to out to get coffee and grandmas Lunch  She gets a bath if she wants one and I got back to bed for my nap at about 3  and sleep two hours get up do dinner and clean up then back to bed at about 3 am where I sleep with a baby monitor on to hear if grandma has issues...  I am up and down during the night sometimes back on line but mostly doing stupid puzzles and window shopping on craigslist.  Back to bed around 5 or 6....

Thats days I dont have to take anyone to the store or the doctor or have to go to the store my self .  this week I am taking mom to the Dentist on Monday  Grandma to have needles poked in her eye for her once every six weeks treatment for Macular Degeneration...  After that she needs eye drops every so often for a couple of days and I HAVE to convince her to take some tylenol...    Oh and this week I have to go to Moms house to figure out why she cant load paper in her printer....

I was told today mom has an appointment this week to see her Oncologist.... but no one has told me what day...  I have to get it out of her tomorrow.

My days are filled as babysitter, Choeffeur...  Sons been going through multiple melt downs so been trying to support him too...  Anxiety disorder...  I finally talked him into seeing a psycholoigist...

I think for mothers day I would just like a day by myself...maby two...  I need to take salt lick up to my horse.... I bought two one with selenium one without I want to drop both in her extra feeder to see which one disappears the quickest.  They are fifty pounds each...  I used to be able to carry one but not any more...  I have to figure out how to get it from the back end of the truck into her corral....

If I do that I will be physically incapable of driving home...  Good exuse to spend the night....   No TV No PHones No internet VEry very marginal Cell...  the only radio I get there is Mexico...  Oh and Las Vegas.....  sigh Heaven.

deb

that sounds like heaven with no contact.

I hate when people have things scheduled and don't tell me. I'm sure it's a joy to get the date/time out of her too.

for the anxiety disorder. I worked with a guy for years that had an anxiety disorder and I couldn't imagine having to live with him. I give you kudos for doing everything you do

 

[minihorse927]

Thanks, brain just fell out...

you're OK.

I'm still mad over that black ohiki. I'll never understand why they form completely, absorb, and never hatch. It was pipped internally.

 

[minihorse927]

I'm going to bed. I'm finally tired.

 

[Ravynscroft]

you're OK.

I'm still mad over that black ohiki. I'll never understand why they form completely, absorb, and never hatch. It was pipped internally.

I wish I knew...

I'm going to bed. I'm finally tired.

Night, hon... Sleep deep, dream high...

 

[perchie.girl]

Quote: its part of my heritage I am afraid. Mom has a different kind... She wouldnt leave the house with out my dad till I was able to drive.... She would have a panic attack in a store or while we were on the road. The reason she wouldnt ride with any one else was because she knew she couldnt yank the steering wheel out of our hands... So I filled dads shoes from the time I was sixteen on.

I have anxiety but I am albe to work through it... I have only panicked twice... Once I fled from a grocery store leaving my stuff on the belt... and the last time when my boss yelled at me because I had a doctors appointment.... That one was like a heart attack.

My son... Is OCD and when placed in situations where he cant control his environment he panics.... College has been a struggle for him. Getting a job finally put him over the edge.... He woke me up one morning saying he was having chest pains.... He had just signed up for Obama care and a doc... We went to the doc and after an hour wait they wouldnt take him because they werent taking new patients... Oh and by the way you need to go to Emergency....

Six hours later he came out with perscriptions for Prednazone, Albuterol and Loraxipam (sp).... and a diagnosis of Anxiety attack. The prednazone was for his chest pains.... Albuterol was for the Asthma that had been brought on over Anxiety and finally the last was to help him chill down catch his breath... Oh and the hospital would not fill his perscription... WE then had to go to a pharmacy to get it filled.

That was six months ago.... He used up his temporary prescriptions very slowely.... He refused to sign up for a new doctor... and now he is finally seeing a Psychologist through UCSD.... Hopefully once he goes a few times they will bring in a psychiatrist and get him on something that will help him use the cognitive therapy that is suggested.

I am soo helpless with this... spent years working with mom helping her .... and his is different. Grandma keeps asking me if hes all better now and I have to keep explaining to her that its something you dont get over... you just have to learn to deal with it.

Sorry for venting Its very up in the forefront now....

deb