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Hurt too much to sleep... rough week...

Oh, wanted to ask, should I put the ohiki in lockdown tomorrow night or just wait for 1st pip?
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its part of my heritage I am afraid. Mom has a different kind... She wouldnt leave the house with out my dad till I was able to drive.... She would have a panic attack in a store or while we were on the road. The reason she wouldnt ride with any one else was because she knew she couldnt yank the steering wheel out of our hands... So I filled dads shoes from the time I was sixteen on.

I have anxiety but I am albe to work through it... I have only panicked twice... Once I fled from a grocery store leaving my stuff on the belt... and the last time when my boss yelled at me because I had a doctors appointment.... That one was like a heart attack.

My son... Is OCD and when placed in situations where he cant control his environment he panics.... College has been a struggle for him. Getting a job finally put him over the edge.... He woke me up one morning saying he was having chest pains.... He had just signed up for Obama care and a doc... We went to the doc and after an hour wait they wouldnt take him because they werent taking new patients... Oh and by the way you need to go to Emergency....

Six hours later he came out with perscriptions for Prednazone, Albuterol and Loraxipam (sp).... and a diagnosis of Anxiety attack. The prednazone was for his chest pains.... Albuterol was for the Asthma that had been brought on over Anxiety and finally the last was to help him chill down catch his breath... Oh and the hospital would not fill his perscription... WE then had to go to a pharmacy to get it filled.

That was six months ago.... He used up his temporary prescriptions very slowely.... He refused to sign up for a new doctor... and now he is finally seeing a Psychologist through UCSD.... Hopefully once he goes a few times they will bring in a psychiatrist and get him on something that will help him use the cognitive therapy that is suggested.

I am soo helpless with this... spent years working with mom helping her .... and his is different. Grandma keeps asking me if hes all better now and I have to keep explaining to her that its something you dont get over... you just have to learn to deal with it.

Sorry for venting Its very up in the forefront now....

deb
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Happy mothers day everyone!

Well, first bad hatch from my ohiki. I had 1 out of 3 eggs hatch. The 2 were both black, so from the same hen. Laid 2 days in a row. Both pipped internally and absorbed the yolk and died. :hit
wo der what causes that.

At least i got this one which i think is a gold duckwing. Adorable little round thing and stubby legs.
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Happy mothers day everyone!

Well, first bad hatch from my ohiki. I had 1 out of 3 eggs hatch. The 2 were both black, so from the same hen. Laid 2 days in a row. Both pipped internally and absorbed the yolk and died.
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wo der what causes that.

At least i got this one which i think is a gold duckwing. Adorable little round thing and stubby legs.

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