I am grateful that you posted this.....
I have been replaying it in my mind....
Trying to get myself to stop kicking myself.
I have been dealing with more than my usual depression. .. cold rainy summer, all this stuff with my dad, things in life not working the way I wanted....
As a result moving every day has been a true struggle...
As a result I wasn't monitoring all animals as much as I should. ..
So our parrot of 10 years died yesterday...no food.
Haven't been able to stick her in the ground yet....lots of rain.
Oh, my friend!! I am so sorry!
I completely understand that struggle with depression and so very sorry things have been extra difficult for you lately... if talking would help, please feel free to post here or msge me if you'd rather...
We are human, we make mistakes... especially when we're stressed for whatever reason, things can get overlooked all too easy...
Store her in the freezer until ground can be dug into... so very, very sorry...