I'm so sorry. This sounds very frustrating. Can your parents obtain the permit since you are under 16? I want to 3rd the Pekin- give'em another chance sentiment. I have several breeds (see siggy) and seriously the Pekins are among my favorites. My only regret with them is one I regret about how I handled them as ducklings...my feed store said don't handle them, don't hold them etc etc...I didn't. Now I have to work hard to earn their trust. But they are a hoot to watch play, eat, preen, interact and I was thrilled when I was able to tell the different genders that I got to keep 3 of them out of the 4 we had. I had to re-home 2 of my Cayugas (bummer) but it was made ok that I could keep my fatty sassy Pekins. Good luck Kelly!