Nancy sounds like me and you have a lot in common, I went through a period where I blew money on things I had no business doing. I look back and ask WHY but it must have been something to do with the hormone factor, I got wild and crazy for a few years but fortunately snapped out of it before it got the best of me. I really think it was my animals that kept me from going off the deep end. Interesting what comes out on these forums