- May 8, 2008
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to have a full time job. but.. I am miserable working where I am. I have been at my job(selling health insurance to MA residents and small business's and handling the billing) Mostly it is customer service work though. For over a year now.. but am feeling like they. middle management. want me to quit.
There is no support. I have not recieved my "annual" raise. Nor had the second review I was told I would have. The obvious double standards are frightening. I never received proper training and actually had my manager tell me I should have picked it "all up" by just being here. Now they have me doing another departments job with little training as well. I am getting "warned" about my sales being down. When the state DOI has changed the elegibilty rules for purchasing coverage. My hands, along with the rest of my teams have been tied. I am passed over for any "special" projects on the floor. If I get a compliment from a member(we are supposed to pass them to our managers) nothing is ever said or mentioned. but when another rep does she sends it out to all the other reps, managers and even the department head. It's hurtful. Another rep has mentioned that she notices how different they treat me as well.
I promised myself years ago, when I was at another job that I was to the point of sitting in my car steeling myself to go inside every morning. And not going out for lunch because I knew going back in would not happen. That if I ever was that unhappy again I would quit. But there are just no other jobs now. I want to work closer to hime. But the only ones I have seen are further away.
however I am just so tired of this I am looking at those jobs. Or even a retail job with less pay closer to home.
I have spent the last year and nearly a half rebuilding my credit. Gaining "me" back. Paying bills. Improving our life. But now I feel as though I am having my life sucked dry. I am starting to drink after work. I know that they arent going to fire me. they need me here. A body. So that they can make their numbers. I have talked to my dh. Told him that I dont know how much longer I can do this. I am just so tired and depressed.
if you have read this thanks. just needed to type it out to keep myself from crying at my desk
There is no support. I have not recieved my "annual" raise. Nor had the second review I was told I would have. The obvious double standards are frightening. I never received proper training and actually had my manager tell me I should have picked it "all up" by just being here. Now they have me doing another departments job with little training as well. I am getting "warned" about my sales being down. When the state DOI has changed the elegibilty rules for purchasing coverage. My hands, along with the rest of my teams have been tied. I am passed over for any "special" projects on the floor. If I get a compliment from a member(we are supposed to pass them to our managers) nothing is ever said or mentioned. but when another rep does she sends it out to all the other reps, managers and even the department head. It's hurtful. Another rep has mentioned that she notices how different they treat me as well.
I promised myself years ago, when I was at another job that I was to the point of sitting in my car steeling myself to go inside every morning. And not going out for lunch because I knew going back in would not happen. That if I ever was that unhappy again I would quit. But there are just no other jobs now. I want to work closer to hime. But the only ones I have seen are further away.
however I am just so tired of this I am looking at those jobs. Or even a retail job with less pay closer to home.
I have spent the last year and nearly a half rebuilding my credit. Gaining "me" back. Paying bills. Improving our life. But now I feel as though I am having my life sucked dry. I am starting to drink after work. I know that they arent going to fire me. they need me here. A body. So that they can make their numbers. I have talked to my dh. Told him that I dont know how much longer I can do this. I am just so tired and depressed.
if you have read this thanks. just needed to type it out to keep myself from crying at my desk
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