I'm having a hard time culling my two sick Barnevelder chicks and we're not even eating them! Ughomg, i can seriously feel the puke coming up alreadyi am not a vegetarian, it's just the thought of eating something that i raised that completely freaks me out. i have food issues.
last year i bought a poult and had a friend raise and butcher it for me for thanksgiving. i paid her of course, but if i had raised the thing, all i would have eaten was mashed potatoes. amazing that i made it thru culinary school with a course in meat fabrication! hum.....![]()
so i did find someone to pick up mr. meanie and of course, i feel bad. she is coming tonight. she and her hubby process their roos all the time with no problem. but i know i will be sad and cry for a week like i did last time when i had an evil roo. it's stupid, i know. he bites me, comes at me, dances around me and i feel bad that he'll get eaten. perfect logic. someone please shrink my head.