Its ok really, at the end i feel happy for the chicks death, it suffered and i think was not meant to be born, not even a single moment it wasnt normal in this life so after i stopped trying to save its leg and just let it die, i was checking very often how are things, the best part was when it did actually manage to stand on one leg and use the other as a stand to be able to stand up, i was happy about this but... the guts there were getting worse. Then at some point when i looked, it was laying there, this time with both legs pointing at the back...not breathing...and moved the little wings slowly... the little chick was dying(was dead), i did nothing about it just looked over the glass (didnt even open the glass) and i can reassure you that this little bird is now an angel and has learn to walk and fly and will always be around its little sister to assist her when she cries for help. Who knows next times those little souls hatch together, maybe they both make it and be the best friends in the flock.
Now the third chick, hair are dried, resting, 1 eye is working, but seems to be able to see from both, just wont open it, not standing yet neither trying that hard... hasnt had any water or food, stopped drinking water drops from my finger like it did when still in the egg. I am not very excited about its future...
Hey, how many miracles does it take to deserve a normal life on this evil earth? Those chicks hatched under so bad conditions and i thought they would love being finally out of the dry eggs and never look back, i helped them and i find out that one miracle was not enough for the second chick and the third looks doomed. Why didnt they just die on days 1-15 in the incubator when the temperatures was 103-105. To give me hope? For what? I dont feel sorry i feel angry. I want to speak with the manager, of miracles. I am trying not to think about it more than i should.
Its not fair for the first, strong chick. Isolated in very small space like jail that cant really walk around for being too healthy to be with the crippled one that has double space to cripple around and knock the walls with its head until hopefully it decides its time to learn and practice standing OR die....
I finally dropped the temperature of the incubator a little, from 37.5 to 37.0, hope the first chick will appreciate that at least. No more egg shells around to talk about
I had a weird dream today, groups of 3 eggs were incubating with no incubators all around everywhere and hatching tiny, undeveloped chicken embryos that moved, they were so many and that place was so weird, if i was younger i would still be crying and would never mess with eggs again. Maybe the dead chick sent me this dream from above, so i stop "helping them out" and be careful with my incubating process in the future so they can hatch by themselfs.
BigDaddy'sGurl i wonder if the second egg hatched, did you discard the third egg or just let it there just incase. How is the little survivor