Granny's gone and done it again

Last and first to post. Not sure that has ever happened before. Its too early to say mornings. LOL Tom woke me up yelling at CB to get up. He said Im sick, I cant go to school. Now everyone is sleeping but me.

Bator held steady at 100 degrees all night but not sure humidity is where it should be exactly. It was 20 last night and I added a small thing of water in the bottom that took it to only 24. I hope that is enough. I havent plugged the turner in yet or added eggs. I have the light on in there so if the turner raises the temp. I can turn the light off . In theory it shouldnt though.
Try covering some of the holes and see how it affects the humidity. Little piece of tape could make a big difference.



dang, we need to pile in on Kiki today.
Especially if we get cheesecake!
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I bought a swimsuit!
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I feel so much better now. Also talked with DH and had a little cry. If I can stick to my plan I'll be in good shape! Thanks for sticking with me.
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Good for you! Taking stock of your life and counting blessings, including a loving husband, can help settle your soul. Sad truth is I have known many of these thin women you compare yourself too, and many of them have the same insecurities. Enjoy yourself, beautiful girl. Enjoy your trip and your family and friends and the miracles all around you and take the opportunity to try everything you can. Biggest regrets we have in life are usually about the things we didn't do. Go for it! And show DD how it's done!
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a person I show against that is two faced shows nubians, and another rival I hate shows Alpines. I'm tempted for my last year to get either one :p or to really annoy a rival mom get a good saanen :pop

I show dairy goats if you haven't figured that out :gig


Lol, I would like a two faced goat. I love fresh goat milk. Do you milk every day?
 
I've written this so many times and deleted it, but I'll try again. I know I brought up them being skinny, but that's only part of if. Both of them knew me when I was 19, so I'm worried for being the poster child for "had kids, got fat." Also I tried on my suits last night and was just so uncomfortable. I don't want to be constantly worried and my thighs chafing, or my skirt coming up, or my boobs popping out. The halter strings hurt my neck, so I wanted something with straps.

This was a staff trip to Galveston, in 2014:
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All I remember is trying to keep my shorts where they belonged, and my boobs covered. The halter neck gave me a headache. Last year on the cruise I wore a shirt over my suit because there was too much cleavage and I was uncomfortable. I can't be confident if I'm not comfortable.

So here's the new suit!
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Nice wide straps, good coverage, nice long shorts for no chafing. Now I feel ready without having to stitch and sew. Now I can focus on playing with the kids without a wardrobe malfunction. :yesss:

Sorry I made it about me this morning. DH wasn't up yet. But talking to him (and crying!) helped.

I don't have any hard feelings toward skinny women. I have friends in all shapes, sizes, and colors. I know we've all got our struggles, and they're worried about me being worried about them. I believe in the sisterhood! Sorry if I made anyone else uncomfortable or self-conscious with me. I can be very body positive, and I can tell everyone else to rock it and shake it however they see fit. I just had a bit of a low morning. :hugs
 
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