O great..
I was suppose to be going to just buy butter this am to make the cheesecake...I ender up at m thrift store looking for some shorts for you for two hours..
didn't find anything
I've written this so many times and deleted it, but I'll try again. I know I brought up them being skinny, but that's only part of if. Both of them knew me when I was 19, so I'm worried for being the poster child for "had kids, got fat." Also I tried on my suits last night and was just so uncomfortable. I don't want to be constantly worried and my thighs chafing, or my skirt coming up, or my boobs popping out. The halter strings hurt my neck, so I wanted something with straps.
This was a staff trip to Galveston, in 2014:
All I remember is trying to keep my shorts where they belonged, and my boobs covered. The halter neck gave me a headache. Last year on the cruise I wore a shirt over my suit because there was too much cleavage and I was uncomfortable. I can't be confident if I'm not comfortable.
So here's the new suit!
Nice wide straps, good coverage, nice long shorts for no chafing. Now I feel ready without having to stitch and sew. Now I can focus on playing with the kids without a wardrobe malfunction.
Sorry I made it about me this morning. DH wasn't up yet. But talking to him (and crying!) helped.
I don't have any hard feelings toward skinny women. I have friends in all shapes, sizes, and colors. I know we've all got our struggles, and they're worried about me being worried about them. I believe in the sisterhood! Sorry if I made anyone else uncomfortable or self-conscious with me. I can be very body positive, and I can tell everyone else to rock it and shake it however they see fit. I just had a bit of a low morning.
i have bad carpal from my working days...sometimes I can't grab a pot handle...it hurts..
I am always..not always...complaining about my weak wrist..
DH laughs..says that is no such thing!
LOL
