Tell you what I told her. These steroids have destroyed my bones. Theres no fixing that. I am destined to live every day in pain and the pills you give me barely touch it and Im just not so sure I want to keep this up for many more years.

There is starting to be some rumblings about changing the laws to make it easier for chronic pain patients to get what they need. It's too restrictive now since they're trying to stop the overdose epidemic. 130 people die from od every day in the US. Hard to imagine, but in trying to help, they have left people like you to suffer. Not right.