- Jun 10, 2012
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Really hard day today. I'm not sure what's going on. It's crazy. I've had so many better days. I feel like I did back in my horrible days. I fell asleep sitting up..for three hrs! I didn't know I had slept that long. I looked at the clock and said..no way.. my phone rang..woke me up. I have no idea what triggers these. Austin says, I know they say weather changes, and it's said often, but there has to be something to it with all that's been going on out there. True. They know that weather change can cause this Vestibular thing to kick in. I really know now that I've had better days, be because this is the pits. Sorry for venting. I may not be on for a while, just like before. Plus, a daughter messaged us in our group chat to pray for her. She's the one I've told you that is having bi polar issues..is suicidal. She says she is struggling hard. Going to have a surgery.. hasn't told us what it is. Says it could be a problem. . Serious problems with it. She says she's hopeless. Oh dear. . Now stress, is a trigger. This message came later. But it can't be any worse than it is right now. Prayers for me and my daughter. Who knows, I may wake up tommorow and be .. better again. I never know. I do know that I'll be sleeping ..up tonight. Helps when I'm this bad. Off for now. Eyes say so. . Oh, I should be getting my glasses soon! This week..