I was having a hard time last night thinking of Scott..I'm with you in tears Granny. I also remember some of the bad things that happened. I try so hard not to. I bet when you lay down at night it's the worst. All of the background noise is gone..just you and your thoughts and memories. Try making a good memory come up right from the get go. That's what I do. Still..some of the bad sneaks in. It's hard losing a loved one, I'm so sorry.the memories keep flooding my brain. I cant stop them. Some of them not so good.
I hate that I have to wait til march to see the surgeon.