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I wanted to give an update about my little white baby chick I had asked y'all for advice the other day about. She's doing good she's still a little smaller and slower than the other chicks but she's good!!! Thank y'all for the advice!
 
 
I seem to have come to terms with my life and am content/happy for the most part.   :oops:

There are a couple things that I would love to do BUT am accepting gradually that they will never happen,   biggest is holding a child of my own in my arms.   Not having my Sib's live closer     BUT other then that I have done most of what I want.     I have my health,  a loving extended family,  GREAT friends,  my Dogs, yaks, chickens, a money pit of a hobby farm,  the motel,  and my faith.    

LIFE IS GOOD    everything else is just bumps and potholes on the road of life.   Granted some of the potholes are FARKING HUGE  and will swallow you up for a time  but for me that just even more reason to enjoy the smooth part of the road on I crawl out 

OMG! I know! At 38 now, I am devastated every day that I spend alone. Each birthday hurting more as my fertility goes down. Holding Duckling is awesome, but still the dreams come. I dream that I am in the hospital, holding a baby in my arms. The nurse comes with the wheelchair to take me out... And she doesn't take the baby! She says, "Come on, you two! Time to go home! And in my dream (and in my sleep) I cry. "You mean she's mine? I get to keep her?! No one can take her away?!!!" "She is yours. Forever. No one will ever take her away." 
I can't tell you how many times I have had that dream.
I do have a sister that just gave birth last year at 39, and may have another. I also have a sister that is 39, and still trying for another. But... They have both had live births. And they have what I don't. A man.

Dont ever loose fate! My sister had here 3ed daughter at 45! All natural! And that after the "big" professor told her that she will need a miracle!
So I can say thay my niece is a miracle!
Thank God for that!
 
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Morning all. Teeth cleaning at the dentist this morning so I gotta run darn it. But I guess I'm lucky to still have all my teeth. Hope y'all have a great day.
 
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