grannys gone and done it

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Hey all. Long day with the kids... I just can't seem to get my schedule down. Granny, credit karma is good to use when you are trying to track which way your credit is going... Although not good for an accurate fico score. I use it to monitor what is happening on my report.. I ignore the score.
 
DDs oldest son came home. He got kicked out of his apt. because LL smelled weed. He dont do that. It was his friends and his mom .  I asked CB if he would like to go visit for the weekend and he no. I told him his mom misses him and he said ok he would go for a weekend. I said tomorrow is friday and he said not this weekend.


Such a shame... You drive down any given road here and you can smell the processing... It stinks so strong. Just read an article that said that since we have legalized the use and also Colorado the hospitalization from pain killers and other opiates. has dramatically dropped. I don't do it but I support the legalization of it cause the positive out weigh the bad here.
 
Just so you all know what has been going on... I haven't been sleeping at night... I don't know what's going on. I feel like I'm in a fog all day long and I stare at the clock and worry about missing picking up kids or screwing up when I help the boys with their homework... I start freaking out at the time my dad is suppose to come home... Not sure why cause it's been going good. We have been learning to live with each other.. I watch shows and can't concentrate.. And spend more time looking at my clock. I some how got myself in a stupid rut of sorts and I need to get myself out of it. I think I should come here and read and I can't focus for but two minutes... Meds??? Or something.... I don't know but it's exhausting... Every minute of the day is recorded. I just need relief... And just live. I can't explain this..... It's been really hard.
 
Just so you all know what has been going on... I haven't been sleeping at night... I don't know what's going on. I feel like I'm in a fog all day long and I stare at the clock and worry about missing picking up kids or screwing up when I help the boys with their homework... I start freaking out at the time my dad is suppose to come home... Not sure why cause it's been going good. We have been learning to live with each other.. I watch shows and can't concentrate.. And spend more time looking at my clock. I some how got myself in a stupid rut of sorts and I need to get myself out of it. I think I should come here and read and I can't focus for but two minutes... Meds??? Or something.... I don't know but it's exhausting... Every minute of the day is recorded. I just need relief... And just live. I can't explain this..... It's been really hard.

are you on a new med ? do you and hubby go out for fun days ? Sounds stress related but maybe you should let a dr. decide that.
 
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