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THIS.

I think you have two choices. Life or Death.

You hold the power and control. Do nothing - experience a continuing downward spiral to a pine box with all of the above possibilities awaiting you.

Either get yourself to the ER immediately or contact your doctor for an appointment ASAP.

Big hug to you but please don't sit here and whine and complain about how you feel when you know what is causing the problem.

Tomorrow may be too late - life is too precious!

Noone can take care of you if you don't take care of yourself.

 

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Prayer is good but it won't necessarily fix what's wrong if you don't take action - a hot shower will not make you well.

How much more misery do you want to endure? I can't fix you over the computer.

 

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At 18 & 20, they are old enough to be responsible to get themselves up. I can't stress enough to stop worrying about them and making sure they get what they need and start worrying about you.

I guarantee if you quit getting them up and stop catering to them, they'll figure out real quick. If they yell at you, walk out the door, get in your vehicle and drive away.

I really do hope you have a good day - if you need someone to talk to, PM me for my phone number.

 

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I am trying to take care of myself. and I don't want to get on here and whine. I won't post anymore so don't worry about me I will be alright I am doing everything I can to get my sugar down. right now it is 308 I am going to go take my shot now. see ya all around

 

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Sometimes we need someone to care about us - sometimes our self worth is damaged to the point we don't think we have value. It is those times we need to be surrounded by stronger people who can hold us up when we can't stand alone and we need those stronger to guide us to more solid ground.

There is no shame in needing someone. We are all at different places in our lives. Sometimes we are able to give for a long time before we find ourselves in a place of needing to receive.

Truly - God did not make us to be independent and alone. It's why, after he created Adam, he made him a helpmate called Eve and said, "It is good."

If all else fails, talk to your chickens. They don't speak English but they do speak chicken