I have serious issues too- I am not even allowed to own chickens where I live. I started out this year going to just hatch out some button quail...easy to hide them. Then my brother in laws flock was killed and he asked me to hatch for him. From that point on, there was no stopping myself.
Now I have my little coop- my house chicken, four chicks, and many eggs staggered or on the way here...I am so bad that I posted my frustrations with shipped eggs and buying unseen on
eBay...hit the "post" button...took a deep breath...and scanned
eBay and saw Show girls eggs and clicked 'buy it now'.
I have some very sad issues going on in my life right now- found out my dad and my stepmom both have cancer, step mom is declining fast and I live 650 miles away from them. The hatching is my therapy. Or, maybe the egg ordering is my therapy. I dunno- whichever, the eggs are keeping my mind occupied- where as my regular chores, pets, kids, and working full time were unable to help keep my thoughts focused.
Oh, and I will give my brother in law his chicks. Soon as I am done hatching everything and pick out the few that I want.
I have Carmen, the house chicken( who needs a buddy so she can move outside)...and I wanted an Australorp so I ordered those eggs, I wanted an Easter Egger so I ordered those eggs, and the same with the Silkies and the Show Girls...never did get the buff orps that I considered...