You didn’t need to, but you did. You don’t think you need to live, but you are. It’s a struggle. No one is perfect. Everyone is hurting. The world is broken. Some may be in worse situations, but that doesn’t mean that you should just act like everything is okay if it’s not. Sometimes it feels like no one cares, I feel it too. But you need to focus on the things that actually make you happy. Things you really love. Like your boyfriend. People who understand and can actually treat you how you should be treated. You are much more than just someone who should be okay. You deserve to be happy and to feel love. You deserve everything this world has to offer you.I do have something to be sorry though... I didn't actually need to share anything... I could just smile and continue on until the burden was lifted off my shoulders, which may very well be in death... I should just be happy I'm alive... that I was given amazing opportunities to travel and work with exotic animals and be more wise than most adults... I should just be happy with what I was given, I've heard of so many other people in worse situations...