Life is changing for us, and it is not for a positive reason

[debilorrah]

So I didn't hear from him all day and he didn't answer a text. I rushed home because I was sure he was in trouble. Nope, sounds asleep. Phew!!

 

[sumi]

 

[rosewolf22002]

glad he was ok! I know that scary feeling! My mom has been living with cancer for almost 20 years and she scares the crap out of me when she does not answer!

 

[debilorrah]

It was a rough few days there, and he is still not feeling really well yet, but much better than yesterday.

 

[Glenmar]

Thinking of you.

 

[debilorrah]

Ken is doing much better today and has decided that since it took him 5 days of hell to recover from mowing the lawn, he will not mow it again.

 

[rosewolf22002]

Great! I am SOOOO glad he feels better!

 

[shadow rabbit10]

I'm glad he is feeling better. Good luck you two.

 

[debilorrah]

Well that was one day. We stayed out last night for fireworks with the kids and grandkids and today he could barely get out of bed. I often wonder if he will make it to our wedding date, but I keep plugging ahead. It sounds so stupid, but we really need to be married before I lose him. There are not many assets, but having to go through probate would be a nightmare.

ALL of me wants him to recover yet I know that will not happen. How do I come to grips with that? I tell you, my friends, I hope none of you ever have to go through this.

 

[sumi]

Oh Debi, I pray for a miracle for you guys, because yours is the most amazing, touching love story I've heard in a long time. And I pray that he will live long enough to make his very special, devoted fiancé his wife in December. And until that happens I will not stop praying and believing in him and you.

Now you tell him not to let us down, o.k?