life is hard

[chocolateducky]

life can be so hard because i got

threatened
so whats yours:

 

[theoldchick]

Threatened? My sciatica is threatening to put me on the floor in about five minutes.

 

[cuckoo4chickenz]

oh where o where do I begin! Hope things get better!!

 

[winteree]

well I'm over weight. i have high blood pressure and pre-Arthritis. I don't have a boyfriend. I'm 19 and can't drive because of new laws the president put in place. I only see 1 or 2 of 5 friends maybe once a year and one of those is to proud to answer texts or phone calls. I don't have a real job despite having turned in a little over 200 job apps. So I'm lucky to get payed 20-50 bucks a week through it's been running on the lower end these few months. Half of what ever i get payed goes to gas and the rest goes to food either for me or my animals.

I have 24 pets (which well be over 30 by the end of the year) 8 cats 2 dogs (one of which is circling the drain and should have been put down 6 months ago) and 14 chickens which I'm expected to care for solo despite having 4 other people in the house. I do the chores of 3 different people but i don't get their pay each week which is crap. I'm a full time collage student.

I live with 4 of the most useless people i know which are two rage-alochics, a hypochondriac (that seems to have a Doctor for almost every organ in her body) , and one of the most nasty people i have ever met.

My dad which throws fits daily even if i do all his work for the day (and I'm not talking yelling fit, I'm talking in your face breaking stuff end up in a fist fight or in jail fit). My brother who throws fits over stupid crap like having to take out the garbage which i end up doing every time. My mother starts "sneezing" if i cough or sneeze and nothing i do is good enough for the selfless martyr. So i quit trying to talk to her because when i try to tell her about my day etc she tries to "top" what ever i told her with a bigger and better story. And my grandpa the last one has to be asked to shower and brush his teeth every 6 months cause he won't do it on his own.

Despite living with these people my whole life in the same house they don't know what my favorite color is or what i like to do in my spare time when the rare occurrence happens. So every year at birthdays and Christmas i buy myself something i really like and i put it in with the gifts and act surprised when i open it. My birthday is on Monday and my mother is all ready talking about going to a church cook out to save money. My one special day a year is going to be spent with compete strangers because my parents are too cheap to have a cook out in the back yard....yay me.

 

[vahomesteaders]

well I'm over weight. i have high blood pressure and pre-Arthritis. I don't have a boyfriend. I'm 19 and can't drive because of new laws the president put in place. I only see 1 or 2 of 5 friends maybe once a year and one of those is to proud to answer texts or phone calls. I don't have a real job despite having turned in a little over 200 job apps. So I'm lucky to get payed 20-50 bucks a week through it's been running on the lower end these few months. Half of what ever i get payed goes to gas and the rest goes to food either for me or my animals.

I have 24 pets (which well be over 30 by the end of the year) 8 cats 2 dogs (one of which is circling the drain and should have been put down 6 months ago) and 14 chickens which I'm expected to care for solo despite having 4 other people in the house. I do the chores of 3 different people but i don't get their pay each week which is crap. I'm a full time collage student.

I live with 4 of the most useless people i know which are two rage-alochics, a hypochondriac (that seems to have a Doctor for almost every organ in her body) , and one of the most nasty people i have ever met.

My dad which throws fits daily even if i do all his work for the day (and I'm not talking yelling fit, I'm talking in your face breaking stuff end up in a fist fight or in jail fit). My brother who throws fits over stupid crap like having to take out the garbage which i end up doing every time. My mother starts "sneezing" if i cough or sneeze and nothing i do is good enough for the selfless martyr. So i quit trying to talk to her because when i try to tell her about my day etc she tries to "top" what ever i told her with a bigger and better story. And my grandpa the last one has to be asked to shower and brush his teeth every 6 months cause he won't do it on his own.

Despite living with these people my whole life in the same house they don't know what my favorite color is or what i like to do in my spare time when the rare occurrence happens. So every year at birthdays and Christmas i buy myself something i really like and i put it in with the gifts and act surprised when i open it. My birthday is on Monday and my mother is all ready talking about going to a church cook out to save money. My one special day a year is going to be spent with compete strangers because my parents are too cheap to have a cook out in the back yard....yay me.

I sure hope things get better for ya. Life is hard for all of us at some point. Some go through many years of daily challenges some go through short seasons of challenges. The only thing we can do is hold on tight and be strong for the ride. For me its having faith and trust in the Lord above to help me get through the hard times. And to date he always has. But we all get weak at times and thats ok too. We just cant stay in that place for too long. Your in my prayers.

 

[winteree]

I sure hope things get better for ya. Life is hard for all of us at some point. Some go through many years of daily challenges some go through short seasons of challenges. The only thing we can do is hold on tight and be strong for the ride. For me its having faith and trust in the Lord above to help me get through the hard times. And to date he always has. But we all get weak at times and thats ok too. We just cant stay in that place for too long. Your in my prayers.

you can say that again

 

[vegaome]

Hello Winteree,

Go ahead and tell us your favorite color. That way many will know. I hope things get better for you. If I was in your shoes I would work on my education and getting my drivers license. Hang in there you can't fix everything at once.

v/r

Mike

 

[winteree]

Hello Winteree,

Go ahead and tell us your favorite color. That way many will know. I hope things get better for you. If I was in your shoes I would work on my education and getting my drivers license. Hang in there you can't fix everything at once.

v/r

Mike

neon green (my room is painted that color)

 

[Alice28]

neon green (my room is painted that color)

Green is my favorite color too and mike is right. Focus on one goal at a time. Things will get better. It doesn't always feel like it at the time, but one day you will look back and see how far you have come! At 19 I was in a pretty horrible situation and felt like I would never get out, now I look back and see the choices and work I put in and think "thank god!" Neon green you are important and I will remember.

 

[winteree]

Green is my favorite color too

and mike is right. Focus on one goal at a time. Things will get better. It doesn't always feel like it at the time, but one day you will look back and see how far you have come! At 19 I was in a pretty horrible situation and felt like I would never get out, now I look back and see the choices and work I put in and think "thank god!" Neon green

you are important and I will remember.