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[horsecrazychicklovingkid]

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If there is a God, then make this end!!

oh I wish I could help you! Only dated one guy In my lifetime and he broke up with me soo.....

I really liked this guy once, but something just didn't feel right between us, and so I had to break up with him, and it was really hard. I couldn't even talk to him after that. I still think about what would have happened if I had stayed with him. But I know it was the best thing for us, we were so different. I know I made the right choice and I feel good about it now. Although, I can't even be friends with him anymore, I kinda avoid him.

Yes, there is a God and he will help you through it and will give you the strength to bear naything that life throws at you if you will only put your trust in him.

 

[horsecrazychicklovingkid]

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Oh my gosh, what happened???

Look back a few pages.

 

[kyeschicks]

it's 2:49am and I'm scared to death. Yesterday I had a dream that I lost my mom

It was the most horrible dream ever because I love her so much that I don't want her to die any time soon (maybe in like 100 years from now). I woke up yesterday at 7am and had that in my head all day at school. Tonight...I barely woke up because I had a dream that my dad crashed his vehicle and died. Now I'm just like I was yesterday morning

so I googled why I was dreaming of losing my parents and this is what I found. This is one of the answers-

Bad dreams are often attributed to death of a loved one in near past.Bad dreams are caused due to certain medicines. Medicines like beta-blockers, tranquillizers and anti-depressants may become a reason for bad dreams. If you have recently withdrawn from certain drugs like sleeping pills, you may get bad dreams. Bad dreams can result as a side effect of certain drugs. Drugs that are administered for Parkinson’s disease often become causes of nightmares. Bad dreams may be an indication that dopamine levels in the brain are low. You can make up for the low dopamine levels by increasing the intake of vitamin B.

Moreover, bad dreams are connected to traumatic incidents and feelings of dilemma. They reflect your inabilities, your problems. Your mental and physical health largely dictates your dreams. Thus it is important to understand your dreams. They might be suggesting something…. So, on knowing the causes of your bad dreams, act effectively towards bringing in a positive change into your life!

I think my dad's death in my death is connected to my traumatic incident of that car wreck that changed my whole life. At first I was inside the car with my dad (and you know how dreams can be weird) then when he crashed I was outside the car watching him die

Before he crashed and when I was inside the car we saw one car that ran into a pole, and another car that hit a curve and turned over..then it was my dad's turn.

Anyway, everything now makes sense because-
1. I lost pets and friends not even a year ago.
2. I'm on anti-depressants
3. I'm traumatized, every time I get in a car I'm afraid that we're going to crash.
4. My mental health isn't in pretty good condition.

and I even asked my doctor to tell me what the side of effects of anti-depressants were and she said that there were none! Ugh I really don't know how I'm going to sleep if I keep having these dreams.

 

[OwlLover]

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Sorry you're having bad dreams. A lot of times I have dreams like that, only its happening to me.

 

[silky_3699]

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this is so sad...

 

[kyeschicks]

My life is totally going downhill now. This has been the worst year of my life and every time something goes wrong I just want to give up more and more. I still have one more week so I can be submitted to that place, but I don't know if I'll be able to last that long

I'm stressed, depressed, you name it. What did I do to deserve this? I've been dedicating my life for the past 5 years to helping people, but it seems like I'm doing the 'wrong' thing.

 

[silky_3699]

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when i first noticed you on BYC, i thought, average BYC'er. but there is so much more. i feel like crying!

 

[kyeschicks]

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Sorry you're having bad dreams. A lot of times I have dreams like that, only its happening to me.

I really need help right now, but where can I get help at 3:17am? I don't want to wake my mom up because she's terribly sick

(that's why I was scared to death yesterday when I had that dream about her...actually a nightmare) Ugh I can do this! I can wait a few more hours until my mom and brother wake up! If I waited years to get help medically then I can wait a bit longer...

 

[kyeschicks]

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this is so sad...

Thank you

I couldn't be any more thankful for all the support that you all have given me.

 

[kyeschicks]

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when i first noticed you on BYC, i thought, average BYC'er. but there is so much more. i feel like crying!

Yeah

I've been crying for years inside...but lately I've been crying physically, like right now. I don't want to die, but I also don't want to suffer the way I am right now.