Okay, I'm sorry it has come across that way and I realize it probably sounds really bad but I promise I'm not taking it as a joke. I know it's hard to explain and people will probably think I'm just saying this to cover my.butt I promise I'm not so.. Here: the "haha" and "lol" and all that does not mean I think it's funny or a big joke. I know, I know, that's what those words mean and.sometimes stuff is actually funny but the thing is that it's a bad habit. I say it all the.time. i say it after almost everything as you've probably noticed, even stuff that's not funny. I don't know why I do it but to me it's just a bad habit and.an overused word, much like the words "like" or "dude" teenagers often use, I don't actually think everything is funny. And I realize that comes off as immature probably but I promise in real life I am more mature or sound better. I know it's bad and I don't like sounding 5 either but it's a habit. Same with the emojis. I do not think this is a joke.
Also the shish q bob screwer thing is probably not the right word. I did not just stick a giant metal fork up her or anything. There was a whole package of them and all it is is a giant pointed wooden stick, exactly the same except bigger.
And yes the frame thing is bad and I have been saying it a ton and it may not take that long but the last couple days I've gotten back after dark. Yes, a handful of the days I just simply didn't do it and I don't know why but the ones I genuinely wanted to I got back too late. Now you might say there's no such thing as getting back too late or whatever but it is a huge roll of wire and needs to be unrolled outside plus I'm not even sure I had wire cutters before the other day. But I promise it WILL get done tomorrow, I'm not waiting anymore. I know that I have repeatedly said that but this time it genuinely will because I have all the supplies ad I am changing their bedding anyway so it is a good time.
But besides MHP and the dead chicks problem I really don't see how it has been crisis after crisis? This is the first chick that was sick and yes, I was upset... I've never had chicks before and it was one of the sweetest ones..
And I know that MHP is important and I may as well have just done the other way or whatever but it's not like I just haven't given them heat or anything, I've been trying to make the box work as much as I can and I even cut the box down and added some cloth napkins and shavings today so they can be closer. I know it is not the same as the frame but I've been making the box as good as it can be and the frame IS getting done tomorrow and if it doesn't feel free to be mad again but it is.
But besides MHP I personally think I've been taking care of them? I changed their food and water often, switched feeders when they got poop in the other one, I just added more shavings on top, I've even brushed off the top of MHP nightly when they roost on it and get poo on it.
I know you're understandably frustrated but I don't see how being upset about one.chick constitutes as being too immature to have them or crisis after crisis.... And yeah, I did panic when I first saw it because I've never had them and didn't know what was wrong with her... But I fixed her immediately.
Also they're not going to die one by one? All the.others are healthy and.again, besides the frame, I have been taking care of them... Maybe that's the most important part, I don't know, but like I said, I've been making adjustments to the box, I didn't just stick them in there. I'm constantly with them and checking on them and.fixing stuff..
And they actually have said that but I finally just ordered them. You may say even that counts as immature or on an impulse but it wasn't because I've wanted them for years and I did ask and they said yes, they just wouldn't have ordered them, they do it every time I ask. But I've also been researching for just as many years.
I realize they need the best start and yeah, maybe I haven't provided it, but it's not like I'm just completely ignoring them and letting them die or anything, I'm doing everything else.
Besides, I'm not going to rehome them, nobody exactly wants chicks, especially in November. I'm taking care of them
And again, I really don't see how being upset over a chick being sick and dying in the first chicks I've ever had makes me.too immature to handle them...... Sorry I'm more sensitive and haven't seen sick and dead chicks before... :/
I feel like this is all about the frame though, which WILL get done