It. Is. COLD!!!!! If it weren't so dang windy out there, it wouldn't be so bad.
Ugh.
Anyway, the winter depression is setting in fierce this year. I've got an appointment with the dr. tomorrow but it's not soon enough. I want to go and buy a full spectrum light TODAY! But then tomorrow I need to have a clean blood test for vit. D and don't want to muddle it. I get it so bad I just want to quit. Not suicide, thankfully but just to cease existing. I've been going to bed early just to be unconscious for as long as possible. Physical depression hurts so bad. The thought of getting through the day is too much.