My dad talked to revenue and they said if we go to the UK it is alot more expensive and hard to come back to ireland, so if we go back we are not moving to ireland
We have to be gone by the end of August and the house is still drawing on
My dad is going to see the rental place in wales so we might be moving there instead
I am scared
On a happier note I did a rowing camp and I really liked it, I was told I was a natural, I made 3 almost friends (I am really bad at making friends shy, adhd or autistic, my brain can't handle lots of noise and it all get mixed together and I lack confidence which makes it very hard to connect to people, my age specifically)
I am meeting up with one of them tomorrow
I just wanted to say how much this has helped me all your support has really been a light in the dark and its not over yet