Swilso3
Chirping
- Dec 17, 2019
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I love my EE. If shes not suffering why not keep her and see. I think she will show you when she gives up2 weeks ago, my favorite hen--a tiny 17-month old EE named "Easter" (creative, I know)--was diagnosed with EYP. She didn't have the classic presentation: swollen belly, fluffed up behavior, weight loss, etc., but was diagnosed via x-ray. Initially, I brought her to the vet because a soft-shell egg had broken inside her, and following that, her crop had water ballooned out. While the vet didn't find any remaining eggs or swelling upon her exam, a vague shadow appeared on the x-ray that denoted a likely case of EYP. I can't say I was altogether surprised: Easter had been laying soft-shell eggs for the last 5 months or so, almost daily. While I wanted to believe she was just a quirky layer and would always be, some part of me knew that her laying behavior spelled future issues, and that my time with her might be cut short. I did my best to lavish her with belly rubs and special, healthy treats in the meantime.
We are now just finishing up Easter's 2 week course of antibiotics and anti-inflammatories, and her response has been, well, ambivalent. She's alert, vocal, scratches and runs around, roosts, etc.; her crop functions normally again; but she has not yet gained back an appetite sufficient to keep her alive without nightly force-feeding (her poops are normal when she's eating). For every moment she suddenly has an appetite and gets me hopeful, she just as soon will turn her nose up at the idea of eating, reminding me that her progress is tenuous at best. To top it off, the poor girl is dealing with a full-scale moult--wherever she goes, she leaves a pile of feathers. New ones are also growing in, but I know the process can take a toll on an already immunocompromised hen. And due to her low appetite, it's hard to really bolster her protein intake.
What's frustrating is that, while I know the likely outcome of EYP, it's been hard to make the decision to let her go gently. She's never gotten to the point of being fluffed up, listless, and weak--in fact, despite her lack of eating, she's still strong, lightning-fast, and surprisingly punchy. The only difference is that I can feel her body slowly turning into mere skin and bones. Should I put down a hen who is still showing a zeal for life? Or is she only showing a zeal as a built-in instinct to survive, wanting to appear "normal"? I want to do right by her. I love her, and if/when I let her go, she will be my first flock loss (and a BIG one: I will have lost the hen I've bonded with most). In the meantime, I alternate between letting her free range and hang out with her flock--which I think she prefers--and then suddenly worrying such an environment is forcing her to be "on" in a way that doesn't allow her to rest (and then take her in to eat). Neither scenario has a clear positive influence.
I'm not sure why I'm posting this. I guess to vent about something that's been weighing on me deeply. I'm trying to grapple with her eventual end, while also remaining hopeful, while also struggling with whether I'm doing the right thing. It's all very confusing. Thank you to whoever takes the time to read this.
Love you, Easter.
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