My leukemia's back.

[LittleLakePhil]

Think away, Phil, and no need at all to apologize???  You are absolutely correct that it is a difficult balance to strike with your health having the potential of continued deterioration.

everthing works out how its supposed to though.... My breathing finally started to decline again :/
Hopefully I can get it back soon.

 

[donrae]

IDK, Honey's really just overwhelmed right now. He didn't take the septic news well. He's basically wanting to call the whole thing off.

It's just so hard to try to make plans. I need to have a come to Jesus meeting with my doctors about what is going to be realistic for me to plan to be able to do. My breathing was so bad today, just trying to get the house clean was winding me. No way I can manage a little homestead if that's as good as I'm going to get. Course, I'm not going to accept this is as good as I can get......but I'm also not sure how much I can afford, to change treatments. My Extra Help for my prescriptions ended as of the end of the year. My co-pays on my meds are now going to be about $300 a month, and if they need to change my anti rejection meds, who knows how much more that will be?

I need to just table this for tonight. It's not like we're making any decisions right now, we just need to give it some time. I'll maybe try to talk to the seller on Monday, I'll see him at the place when we do the well test. Feel him out for price, etc.

I sure appreciate being able to come here and just get this stuff off my mind, it helps a lot. Like Phil, a lot is just thinking out loud.

 

[N F C]

We're all here for you Rachel (and Phil and whoever else needs an ear)

 

[LittleLakePhil]

We're all here for you Rachel (and Phil and whoever else needs an ear) 

x1000

 

[lazy gardener]

Listening, sending hugs, lifting you both up.

 

[Bunnylady]

Listening, sending hugs, lifting you both up.

X2

 

[sourland]

We're all here for you Rachel (and Phil and whoever else needs an ear)

That's our purpose.

 

[LittleLakePhil]

That's our purpose.

That's funny I thought my purpose was to feed ducks.....

 

[N F C]

That's our purpose.

I thought mine was to clean the cat's litter box.

 

[FridayYet]

According to one of my dogs, my only purpose in life is to throw the ball.