My leukemia's back.

Silly me, LG....Yup, guess I spelled it wrong or something. I can't swallow. Water is even hard - feels like everything that goes in is collecting in a pouch at the bottom of my throat slowly filling up as the days go by. This morning the heartburn was so bad that I grabbed a Tums and nibbled it down into almost a powder as I chewed. Seemed to ease some of the pain but the fullness...that feeling of rock being stuck in my craw....is still there. And now I have a Tums down in the pouch too. Don't know how chickens do it..eat rocks? On purpose? <sigh>

As for what they can do, well, nothing at this point. Took me off the Prednisone yesterday, which I was planning to do anyway. Can't believe I let them talk me into taking something I have a known allergy to, even though we discussed it in the ER on Monday night and then again on Wednesday night when I went back in. But they felt the benefits outweighed the risks. Um, no.

Wrote a long post about it the other day, but deleted it after Phil sent Don's message. Seemed so whiney and in light of the news we got it was really stupid to vent here. This will pass (at least I hope something besides yogurt and water will eventually) and I'll be none the worse for wear. I guess in some cases it never really goes away completely, but I could probably stand to drink less Coke (can't tolerate it now) and lose a few pounds anyway.

You have such a way with words...when you pray for someone I can hear your heartbeat in every word. Love you!
 
dys·pha·sia
ˌdisˈfāZH(ē)ə,disˈfāzēə/
noun
MEDICINE
  1. language disorder marked by deficiency in the generation of speech, and sometimes also in its comprehension, due to brain disease or damage.
dys·pha·gia
ˌdisˈfāj(ē)ə/
noun
MEDICINE
  1. difficulty or discomfort in swallowing, as a symptom of disease.
    "progressive dysphagia"
Blooie, I'm guessing you have the latter, not the former! I could see that being a possible side effect of Prednisone.

So, what are they planning on doing for you??
I had a serous bout of dysphagia inn my 20's
It was horrible... and they never figured out why thank god it just kinda went away.
Probably in my case it was anxiety.....
 
And Blooie....:hugs:hugs:hugs:hugs:hugs:hugs:hugs
No one could ever accuse you of being heartless. We all have lives to live.....after my morning cry i had to get out into the world too.
There are plenty of others out there fighting .... and i will be more than happy to talk to anyone who needs a ear to listen.
Late night PM's are whay I'm good at.
 
Have any of you ever heard about "Truth About Cancer?"

Oh, hon, let's not go there, OK? If there's one thing I have learned in this world, it's to be really, really suspicious of anybody whose starting point is to try to tell you that everybody else is telling you lies. To me, it's no different than the abuser that tells a potential victim not to trust their parents, or their teachers, or anybody else; only they know the truth and really want the best for you . . .:smack
 
In many forms, @tastyacres. ;) There were times well meaning folks would come in here and get downright militant, almost to the point of making Rachel feel like she was totally responsible for what was happening to her. Sorry if that's not what you're referring to, but it's the first thought that popped into my head. :confused:
That is totally not what I meant... But can totally understand.

I just thought maybe it would be helpful... I am probably should have kept my mouth shut.
 
That is totally not what I meant... But can totally understand.

I just thought maybe it would be helpful... I am probably should have kept my mouth shut.

Don't you DARE think that! This thread has worked so well because we are all open minded and want to help wherever we can, however we can. If I made you feel bad, that wasn't my intention at all and I'm sorry for that!! It's just that we got burned here a few times and right now I think we are all maybe a little oversensitive.

Forgive me for misunderstanding?
 

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