Welcome to the BYC Wytchcat. That was a hard loss . You sound like a tougher than average person . Glad you have such amazing strength . Some would give up and run back to the city . We lost our home and all we had in a fire when I was in high school . It was really hard for my parents .Friends and family came to or aid . I pray only good falls in your lap and a smile always shines in your eyes . Keep us posted on the incubation and the hatch .