AQHA - I'm with you .... I'm also pretty much done with society in general. I come here for my only social peace - and isn't that sad?
I volunteer my time representing my town to the county, I volunteer on the planning commission - and all I am getting from a few wealthy landowners is not discourse, but mob mentally about our zoning. And I am the one barely able to pay my bills - they are the ones complaining their property MAY lose some value - when they have thousands of acres !!!! Do they ever show up to help or do homework or figure out definitions or anything ? No. Do they know what civics is ? You know, when we all sacrifice a little and the whole community is enriched ?
I'm done sacrificing. I'm done giving and just not getting anything at all back. Blah on them all - this is a 2013 christmas for sure - a black year.
I shall only help others who are giving at the same or more level as I do. Takers and freeloaders can fend for themselves.
Sorry it sounds so negative, I am actually in love with my place, my new chickens, my horses and dogs and husband (not in that order!)
but the balance has been draining me for too long. I'm closing the gates and buying some bullets for when the takers have taken everyone else and start to go after the people who actually work and produce.
All I want for christmas is a box of .243 shells