Congratulations on your new job, Luv. Working in the schools is very rewarding, and gotta love the calendar for being a mom. I am very sorry about your MIL, you must grieve her, and in time things will be better. There is no specific time schedule, but grief is tough. In the mean time, the chickens may have to be chores, enough care to keep them safe and healthy, but perhaps not enough energy to give them the special treatment they like to be accustomed to. Or maybe their antics will lighten your heart. Let us know how it's going. Hug.