Thanks everyone for your kind words. It took me a while, I was just so heartbroken, we were given no reason as to why, he was given a severance so it's not even like he got "fired", so many questions just left unanswered but with this company getting turned over to these investors we think they are slowly weeding out all those close to the owner since he no longer has that much of a say in anything anyone does. It just sux. But I'm over it, things were just too good to be true so something was bound to happen I guess. I'm trying to be very supportive and trusting of my husband to take this next step wherever he feels it's best to go. So we'll see what happens.
Regarding my downsizing, I'm doing it mostly because now I have this guilty feeling every time I buy another bag of feed or whatever it is that has to go towards the chickens or rabbits or ducks. He says to just "do what I want" but I can't. I just feel bad. Especially because I'm not the one hunting for a job now either to even help. Again, not that he wants me to because that would be waste, that money would just turn around and go towards day care but still. So I'm happy with what I have and what I want to part with. It will get me down to a good number so that IF we have to relocate I can bring mostly everyone with me.