It doesn't get easier, IMHO, I hunt and kill all the time, love fresh meat to fill the freezer. but when it comes to the chooks, whooah, tomorrow maybe. We put several cockerels in freezer camp last yr, no problem, tearing the pullets up, I have to process my wellsumer roo who turned out to be a man killer, should have done it last time he tore me up, or when he attacked my three yr old, when I was mad enough to. I also have to off a wellsummer hen that has not laid a egg in months and a EE hen that has never laid a egg. I do not want to feed these non hackers anymore, and I don't plan on breeding welsummers anymore so I don't need the mean roo. (he used to be our baby that loved the kids), You just have to do it! Hopefully this weekend I can get the job done and get rid of three , would make good soup, been weeks saying I'm going to, hoping maybe I can get the job done this weekend, 'Off with their heads!'