
I express my emotion via music. If I have nothing playing I feel nothing. Sociopath? I don't know. When I think of my wife I think of 2 songs.. Crazy Bia Bia By puddle of mudd and Crazy by aerosmith.. If I think of myself I think of Living through me Via pantera (hells wrath) .. Lately I've come to terms with who I am versus who I want to be.. and realize that sometimes what comes around goes around.. and sometimes Karma... Well I am what comes around.. Loosing a lot of guilt day by day and finally coming to terms with the vast changes in my life.
Once again I am in charge of numerous lives (got promoted) and once again what I do and how I do it influences Much Much more than my job or my employee's job. What I do is also affecting my bosses job.
We are teflon. Angry again by Megadeth is sooooooooooooooooooooo called for...
Engaged in crime I grasp my throat
enraged, my mind starts to smoke
enforce a mental overload..
Angry again angry again angry.......